the story behind idealism

what does one really gets at subversively when they speak consciously?

You can never tell where a good place to start is in a conversation or be it lecture, is when one is trying to tell one's self they can't take the agony of lying and deceit of their so called counterpart. You may have been able to tell right now i experienced much to my dismay the same trauma i just spoke of. An individual that knows me quite well would now question why i write in a completely different way than i talk, well to answer that question, i speak using more profanities than one would care to hear in a lifetime, it's the nature of things i suppose, being around a father who can out swear a sailor won't help out my young mind's vocabulary in the least bit, well here i try to use words to my advantage and i hope it all sounds rather intellectual. well the abyss known as sleep beckons much to my delight, and i have to close ye olde bedroom door, so i'll leave you with one question before i bid you all fare well, how can one enjoy 2/3rds' a clean glass of water with out the remaining dirty 1/3rd spoiling it? of course they does have a more human meaning, and you may figure it out, but i won't explain the situation, even though it has puzzled me today... well fare thee well, and i will see you in the future if accident will.